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| So I was thinking today, that we can never truly know another person. And how it's so hard to completely trust them.
And I've also noticed that xanga has gotten a bit risque. Do they not have filters on the kind of pictures people can upload on here? I swear, I haven't seen more penises in my life than on here. It's pretty ridiculous and very sad. Do you not have anything better to do than post fucking naked pictures of yourselves? Lame.
I have my last ever track meet tomorrow at Collins Hill. And I'm not excited about it at all.
I'm trying to get my A back in art since Ms. Cronon pretty much hates me, but I guess it's okay since I don't really like her anyways. I can exempt the finals probably in my first four classes as long as I don't mess up too horribly.
It feels weird to not be around the people I was always with last year. I miss Khalid and his stories about eating anal lube, and he and Dezhan dancing with me at homecoming. And of course Nick hot gluing spoons to the walls in Ms. Griffins class and then him and Valentino riding the fake mini cooper down the hallway, crashing it into the wall, and walking away from it like nothing happened. I miss our fake gang fights in 2D design with Dezhan and Khalid and the "Click Click" Gang Members. I miss drawing on Nick, messing with him, but I don't miss him mooning me. Haha I miss our vending machine runs in World Geography with Krista, and our random conversations in the hallways. And of course Sam, Jordan, and I pretending to kill ourselves in Physics and Sam's pelvic thrusts.
I remember when we were younger, and we actually believed whole heartedly in things. I find it really hard to believe in anything anymore. We never really seem to know what things are real anymore.
Somebody says that they'll do something, and they never do it. They say we'll hang out, and we never do. My faith should have already run out on this person, so why hasn't it?
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| I'm basically trying to cut out the people in my life who treat me like crap. Basically the people who say that they care about me and say all of these nice and sweet things to me, but it's never backed up by any actions. Pretty much if you hurt me, I'll forgive you, you hurt me again, I'll forgive you, but around 3 or 4 times, I'm just tired of it and I block you out. I may still talk to you, but it will definitely never be the same.
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| I think it's funny when somebody thinks that they're best friends with someone. But that person is totally annoyed with them. And I think it's funny when they say "Oh my god, I felt so bad for her having to put up with that." I'm starting to believe in karma a little now. This one guy treats girls like shit and treated one of my best friends like crap. And then he gets his ass dumped. It's about time. I'm pretty sure that he had it coming though. Life is too short to not have as much fun as possible. I think that should be my new motto. I think it's funny when people seek self security by constantly being in a relationship. The only way you can be truly happy with someone else is if you can be truly happy with yourself. I don't think people ever realize that. | | |
| I think it's funny when a guy will randomly start talking about movies just so he can ask you out to a movie. It's cute, but can't you guys come up with something a little more original? :] | | |
| Ever feel like there is something odd about another person? Something that you are strangely attracted to, but you don't know what? It's like there is something there, but you have no idea what. Just by looking at him you can tell that there is more than meets the eye. It is kind of making me feel uneasy because I know there is something about him, but I don't know what. I strongly believe that some things are meant to be, and if they don't happen, then it wasn't meant to be. But I realize that the only way people get what they want, is by working towards it. But other than that, my plans for after high school consist of:
road trip, beach, fun, and work. I feel like taking risks and being bold. I want to do something different, yet I'm content with who I am for once. I'm comfortable being who I am, but there is a certain aspect of audacity missing. | | |
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